Reflection of the effort

I just finished my exam b4 holiday,and after the holiday...i get my results,well...i think i m not satisfied at all with my result....or i should say i not satisfied with myself.the result is a reflection of how much effort put in,but when i staring at my result...i see,there is little disapoinment , little sadness ,and i come to realize that i have to double my effort...i have to be more enthusiasm , now i promise myself....next time,when i post smthing about my end year exam result,there will be a 'satisfied ' word in my post...this i promise myself..